Love, Peace And Joy

Hi everyone

I am in my super warm mood tonight and wanted to express what is often on my mind. I didn't quite know where to put this message so i decided to put it here. You don't have to read it. I just like to express myself and hope people feel the same way or become to feel the same way as me.

My mind often thinks....

ONE and only one life, why waste it on causing pain and misery. I often sit with a cup of tea and enjoy the peace and quiet where i feel safe and secure and think this is fantastic how can some people not want this rather than make pain for people. I often sit and think about other people in other countrys like the horrific lives people lead. Like wars , bombings, torture and so much control with religion like beating a woman to death for infidelity. She was wrong for doing it but does not deserve to be hurt that bad. Divorced thats enough. Children been forced in to slavery, sex abuse, marriage, prostitution makes me feel so sad them been robbed of there childhood. I remember when i was a kid and i used to have barbeques , family holidays with my family. Children should not be going through horrible times, nor should adults. Why is it that people feel the need to cause misery because of control, difference of opinions, to be greedy and cheat/steal ? I think one of the best things in the world is been known as a good decent person. I am very faithful , loyal and caring of my boyfriend my family. I look at him and i just go over sometimes and kiss him on the head and i am working on doing singing lessons so i can make my own songs and dedicate it to my boyfriend/family. People smiling, laughing, seeing happiness and security in there eyes is so fantastic to see , god knows why anybody would want to take that away from them. People annoy me who say ''i love him'' or ''i love her'' but then lie and cheat. That is NOT love. Love is been faithful, kind and caring and treating them with huge respect.

Power, control and arrogance. That's why all that crap happens. Being known as a wonderful, compassionate person is great, but damn hard work, and it doesn't lend itself to immediate physical reward or much control. Rape is power, murder is power, war is power, religion is powe, and money is certainly power -- all swift and unforgettable, and completely insubstantial.

You can't run from the insane madness of humanity either. I don't use Facebook or watch TV because I can't stand being bombarded with idiot commercials every second I stare at the sceens, but I still take in a thousand bloody ads a day.

It's good to learn to focus on the other end of the human spectrum, though. Sometimes I feel the same as you do now. It's a nice feeling.