What inspired your username?

Audacis is a Latin word meaning brave, bold, or daring, and I added "ist" to the end of the word to make it sound like a clinical term similar to the word narcissist.

Audacis in Latin means brave, bold, or daring. I added "ist" to the end of the word to make it sound like a clinical term similar to the word narcissist.

^ I like that. Made me laugh.

I like the figure 8 and it's no beginning/no ending aspect. I like the symbol of eternity. It's my type in the enneagram system. And somehow the sight of two circles atop each other appeals to me too.

I love Starbucks. A lot.

I found the word "petrichor" from a search of the most untranslatable French words. "pleasn" is short for "pleasing", because I think there wasn't enough room.

Italy

In Hebrew, zavat means "horror" and zavatee means "horrible". I wanted a dark name for my dark and twisted mindset and I felt the time had come to give myself a Hebrew name after using a Latin name for my prior account Audacisist.

I've been more or less schizoid since I was 9 when I dealt with some events I couldn't handle emotionally. My ocd likes to problem solve, but I don't always take well to social situations (covert schizoid). Because I needed to solve my issues and also due to extreme loneliness I wired my brain to where I'm daydreaming nearly 24/7. I know it's not real, but I enjoy them much like programs in a holodeck on Star Trek.

It's a playful (but boring) version of my first name

S'a discworld character.