How do you feel today?

can't sleep

i think i feel hurt. i had a conversation with someone who made me remember very bad memories. i think i need to keep good distance with that person.
i can't sleep but need to sleep.
i can't deal with those memories those people.
i feel pain in the body but can't name emotion.

i slept last night.

So, I have this stuff that I talked about in Agression Management forum. My neighbour that I'm seriously annoyed with has been gone a lot though. Today he came back after 3 days.

So yeah there's that.
But also! I had a very long period of inactivity by just being distracted with the number of things I could be doing. But I want to be useful. And I do that through learning programming. Also exploring CS theory. Also have gotten an interest in PixelArt, because I would have to for programming games for example. So it's pretty diverse at this point. But I'm interested in all of it.

I just now felt another small boost nudging me in that direction. I realised I've got some spare time today and I felt ready to get started again. Feels promising.

Would be the first time in 2 months now. But I would be glad to get it back. And finally put in some work again.

I feel irritated because of the weather. My head feels funny and I feel like staying in bed all day and night.

I feel so tired and sleepy *yawn*

Depressed

I feel somehow tense

Tired

I actually feel confused right now. I'm in the middle of making a life-changing decision and I don't know what to do.