How do you feel today?

depressed

Philonoe wrote:depressed

Hugs

thanks, tyler

Nausea.

can t sleep again. i feel trapped. something like: impossible to do something that isn't wrong.

i need to sleep. relax.

Annoyed.

I'm doing OK you know.

Got fired from my job a few weeks ago so things have been a bit uncertain. I should have left that god forsaken place at least two years ago because it was turning me into the worst possible version of myself that I could be.

They tried to make me resign. Kept finding little faults with my work and pushing and pushing but I forced them to unfairly dismiss me. I got a bit of compo but not a lot because I can't afford to take it to court.

It's a funny thing that when you're stuck in a situation where you are clearly being mistreated but you feel you can't get out for fear of what's out there and you have no one to talk to about what you're going through because the only people you know are the people involved. Then you get out and all of a sudden there are people on the outside and they all want to know what has happened and they're all on your side.

In this last couple of weeks I've had more help from people on the outside of all this that I've had in the last 5 years of my life.

There's a lesson in this somewhere but I'll leave it up to you good people to work it out.

I’m feeling annoyed today, but I’m channeling that energy into cleaning up some stuff instead of procrastinating.

Nostalgic

-- Sun Aug 30, 2020 1:19 am --

thegentlepath wrote:I’m feeling annoyed today, but I’m channeling that energy into cleaning up some stuff instead of procrastinating.

Well done for pushing through x

Willow

Sleepy, all day...
Coffee doesn't help