How do you feel today?

Sad. Someone I love is suffering. I can’t fix it.

I'm a bit sleepy tired now.

Like a kitten.

Lethargic.

I feel contagious and feverish.

Satisfied about my shop logo. Worried about a loved one. Glad things aren’t worse than what they are. Grateful for what I do have.

I’m mostly calm in this moment, but I’m also little sad & mad at my family of origin for perpetuating a cycle of abuse, neglect & abandonment that I can’t “fix” because it’s bigger than me: I didn’t create it, I can’t control it, & I can’t cure it.

I’m feeling more accepting of the family of origin issues & able to let it go. I want to focus my energy on myself & my own issues. It’s simple, but it’s not easy.

i feel ok

Philonoe wrote:i feel ok

Good I'm glad.

So do I but I'll feel so much more better when it's this time on Thursday and I don't have to go back to the looney bin for two whole weeks.

I'm excited, I'm excited, I'm just ######6 excited!!

I've got 22 more miles to cycle and I can put my bike away until next year... Yay!

amorphous