by Jozen-Bo » Thu Feb 21, 2008 10:37 am
I am sorry, I have a lot to do in the moment. I will try to be breif and get back to this when I can. I have discovered something I call the Mind Portal, it is an amazingly powerful tool which I feel needs to be explored and better understood. I am not joking one bit about how potent this is. I am very, very passionate about this, this is my life's work, my heart tells me over and over again this is what I need to be doing. I will present it on another thread soon, I will try to be humble about this, though I have said things that are irrational, intuitive or not, and I am trying to get this off the ground with the best start that I can. This takes time and I get deep satisifaction when I give my time into this pursuit. This is not so much a problem, as it is a life's work. It is my priority that I uncover as much about this as I can, and I know very well that I can't do it alone.
The problem I am having is with my marriage. My wife is making my work very difficult. I can only do it normally in my free time, as I have a job that requires I do something different. I need space and lots of time to get my heart's work done, and if my wife gets in the way of that I will have no choice but to divorce her. She is at the moment pregnant with my child and undergoing many hormonial changes, but that doesn't mean I have let her comprisize my Heart's work. I have tried communicating, only to watch things slide back down again. I am having more and more thoughts about leaving her, at this point it is clear to me if we don't get outside help I will end up leaving her. I do love her and would like to make things work. So now I have reached a point were I am reaching out for help to resolve this difficult situation I am in, in this marriage.
I have to run, I will get back to this and seriously consider any responces I get this evening when I have more time to go over things.
Thanks,
Jozen
Best Regards,
jozen-Bo