by learning all the time » Sun Jun 15, 2008 4:10 pm
Sometimes, you are too concerned with other things going in your life to be bothered whether you should be smoking or not.
It is well known it is bad for your health but so are other things, we get socially penalised for smoking, but I (as a former smoker) am saddened that Pubs arent pubs anymore.
They are playgrounds for kids and families, in the oldern days you were allowed to swear in a pub, nowadays you get an instant ban, arent pubs supposed to be a place for you to unwind in, and just be yourself.
I have indifference to smoking, I used to smoke 40 a day (Marlborough Red), on my day of stopping (I prefer to say stopping rather than giving up, it is a psychological thing), I smoked one cigarette, then that was it. I did it cold turkey. I think when you have in your mind to do it, it is possible. I did this at a time when I was under severe bullying, at FKI in Cranfield, Beds.
I happily mix with smokers, moreso, when they (because of the ban, have to go outside) I go out with them, because I want to continue the conversation.
Pubs have lost their soul in the new pubs of England. Dont know about elsewhere.