secret time!

I don't see a therapist anymore. But I do talk to my old high school counselor, she retired but we're really close so yeah. I have a psychiatrist and a neurologist and that's really it. I have Tourette's, OCD, ADHD, I suffer from depression all the time, and I'm bi-polar. So it's a workload. =/

Did you like Avril Lavigne when she released her first album? Admittedly, I hate her current punk 'look' too but when she first made it big she had the look of a sweet girl.

Also, if cutting turns you on then I think you'd be jealous of me right now: In the space of an hour I've sliced-open two fingers on my left hand (by accident).

I hate Avril all together. She's pretty, but her music blows. I hate the styles of music promoted by MTV and stuff. They're so watered down. Although Marilyn Manson is one of my faves. So there's one artist that doesn't count.

Cutting as a means of getting off with a girl... like, not cutting uncontrollably. That's sad. I have that problem. But other than that, cutting stars and words is very sexy. It ties in with sadomasochism. I may be a virgin but I'm not a prude. <.<

My view on MTV is that it has been a terrible channel for about a decade now. I don't watch it anymore because it's so terrible. The only music channels I watch are Magic, VH1, Classic FM, and to a lesser extent Kerrang and Q.

The last good memory I have of MTV are from the days when it showed Beavis & Butthead regularly and had Headbanger's Ball on at midnight each night.

It just seems that in the new century the pop music scene has been hijacked by teens. And teens don't have any money. How is this business surviving? Same with the rest of our youth-worshipping culture. It just doesn't make any capitalist sense. The people with the money are in the 40 and up category.

I completely agree. But somehow, with people worshipping teens, the teens have become rich.

I hate MTV. They have really dumb shows. I hate reality shows all together. The world is screwed up... I am being punished for what the rest of the "normal" people of my generation do. Like drive fast and get in wrecks. Or listen to really crappy music. Or obsess over their "idols." I never idolize anyone. Yet people just make these people richer and richer, and themselves poorer for crappy, cookie-cutter music. I download music. If it's a 33 record or a cassette, then I'll buy it. Or something really rare.

Yeah so I buy model WWII planes. At least I don't put diamonds in my frickin' teeth. What happens when one falls out and you swallow it? Do you crap it out, dig it out of your own feces and put it back in your mouth? Seriously.

You know why rappers get shot and survive? Because every frickin' song they write they talk about carrying 9mm guns! A 9mm usually has the worst stopping power of any cartridge, minus .22 and .20. They get shot in the stomach by a .22 or a 9mm and they're probably gonna survive. Now take a .40, .45 or rifle round, like a 30-06 or .308 or related round such as a 7.62, and they won't be rappin' about 9mms any more. Now, granted any gunshot wound will hurt like bitch, but a 9mm has much less chance of killing you. Maybe if they spent more time at the gun range, and held their guns properly (upright), used their sights, and learned trigger control, they'd be more efficient.

Bottom line: I'd carry a 30-06. AK-47s are too inaccurate, great stopping power, a lil less than a 30-06, but a good semi-auto 30-06 hunting rifle is your best friend.

BTW, they don't let me own guns anymore.

alloyskull wrote:You know why rappers get shot and survive? Because every frickin' song they write they talk about carrying 9mm guns! A 9mm usually has the worst stopping power of any cartridge, minus .22 and .20. They get shot in the stomach by a .22 or a 9mm and they're probably gonna survive. Now take a .40, .45 or rifle round, like a 30-06 or .308 or related round such as a 7.62, and they won't be rappin' about 9mms any more. Now, granted any gunshot wound will hurt like bitch, but a 9mm has much less chance of killing you. Maybe if they spent more time at the gun range, and held their guns properly (upright), used their sights, and learned trigger control, they'd be more efficient.

Bottom line: I'd carry a 30-06. AK-47s are too inaccurate, great stopping power, a lil less than a 30-06, but a good semi-auto 30-06 hunting rifle is your best friend.

BTW, they don't let me own guns anymore.

How very true. The very reason the .40 was invented was because the 9mm was inadequate and the .45 was more than enough.

I don't think it's possible to beat the Ruger PC4 carbine/P94 pistol .40 combo with interchangeable magazines. They easily cover the long and the short of it. Sadly, the PC4 was discontinued recently, but they're still around.