by zingo1963 » Sun Nov 06, 2011 4:53 am
Hello,
My name is Ron, and I'm 48 years old.
I was diagnosed with Intermittent Explosive disorder in 1994, as well as Bipolar Disorder, and Social Anxiety Disorder. I have spent the majority of my life incarcerated, both as a juvenile, and an adult.
I never knew WHY I was doing the things I did, nor did all the psychiatrists & psychologists I saw over the years, since age 13.
I put my family through hell - stole from them, ran away & ran the streets of Chicago for weeks at a time...and now that I've finally figured out what's wrong with me, and been in no trouble since my release in 2001, my family wants nothing to do with me. they just don't understand the complexity of my constant emotional turmoil...Except my younger brother, who has embraced me since our mother passed. We spend a lot of time together, trying to establish a bond we never had as teens, because I was always gone. He also suspects he has IED & BD, but has not pursued it.