Chucky wrote:Jeez, it's a bit shocking to see the list of medication that you take. I think that it's actually ridiculous and that no-one should ever have to manage such an amount of drugs. It's no wonder that you've begun to self-medicating. What's surprising too is that your doctors apparently know about your self-medicating and don't haul your ass in to get it sorted.
Just, watch yourself, okay? My ex girlfriend had to get her stomach pumped too because she took 70+ tablets of something. She was trying to kill herself though.
Kevin
Thank you for your concern Kevin. I was institutionalised in may-june for 38 days last year, for 2 weeks in 2007 before that.
I have a lot of comorbid diagnoses so you can guess how it goes, add this for that, that for this, and it ends up in a big load of meds. I´m just pissy that even with so much medecine i still feel like crap most of the time.
abilify for the psychosis, seroquel to sleep, effexor for depression and panick attacks, mirtazapina as a sleep aid and anti depressant, oxcarbazepine as a mood stabilizer, lyrica for generalised anxiety, deazepam for anxiety and panick attacks in SOS.
When I had my stomach pumped the docs at the ER wanted to bring me back into the psych hospital but I didn´t want that and somehow my doctor also didn´t pursue it.
My psychologists shes actualy prety concerned more so than my psychiatrist. At least it seems that way.
I don´t know where all this ends, but i hope in the next month i cna raise the lyrica to therapeutic levels, feel better and stop cheating on my meds.
Sorry to hear about your girlfriend trying to take her life

I also dealt with two suicide attempts in 1996, landed me in ICU in a coma :/