Very Serious about Discussing Impulse Control Disorder (NOS)

Hi to anyone reading this, not sure how frequently this specific forum is checked. I just discovered it tonight myself and am very interested in speaking with others here about ICD and other related behaviors etc. but I just want to know what kind of interest and or even just general attention to this group there is first. So let me know, I am pretty much the "poster-child" of ICD by the way, thanks.

I think its more common then people think,I have gotton myself
into so much trouble in life because i cant control any of my thoughts
24 7 ,not to mention legal problems. so anytime of my day i have to
stop myself or try to just so i dont freak out on somthing .
could be driving oh no this is not an iscuse it is a real scary thing to have to deal with all the time ,lets say i"m making somthing to eat,
that involes using a fork or knife etc,all of a sudden thouts come in
like cutting everyones head off in my house well i just have think to myself that i will not allow that to happen.these are just some of the many uncontrallable thouts i have i"M 25 and have benn living with this for far to long ,try to block those thouts with another action or think something eles ,in summary the best advise would be to seek profesional help