I betray people that trust me.

Whenever i can see that someone is going to trust me too much and tell me something really personal, i have to get away from them. Because for some reason, as soon as someone trusts me, i really want to betray them. No, i don't want to betray them, it just feels like i have to, and i don't know why.

So that's my main question, why do i feel a need to betray people when they start trusting me?

Also, does anyone else have this problem? And what can i do to fix it?

I don't want to do it anymore, i want to be able to talk to my best friend without thinking that i might stab him in the back one day.

I'm not sure if this in the right area, but i figured it is kind of an impulse.

Hi, FoiGhost! Maybe you're trying to push them away, being self destructive? Have you ever been made to feel like you don't deserve to be loved or like those you let get close will leave you and betray you? You could try to deal with those issues if they're there (maybe in therapy) and see if things change with time.