haray ...hiv paranoi

To start this Off Im going to say Im a very paranoid person ....Ever since I had A viral infection ..did some research and hiv syptoms arise on the screen ..In the past i have shot up ...did the needle sharing ..yah ..sick ..i know .. I got forced to be tested and it was neg ...4 years later ..I am 20 years old...I always think the worst ..cancer , aids , desease!!!! I have had lots of strange head pains (i also have wisdom teeth coming and i grind my teeth alot)....I found some weird marks in my mouth but they go away..
My lympth nodes ( they kinda hurt or am i imagining this ) ..the left side of my tonsil seems to flare up once in a while ..hmm wisdom teeth growing in my throat perhaps ?...I even found a little white spot at the back of my throat ..it was painless and went away the next day ...never came back....but I am around so many sick people ..sharing ciggerettes ..joints ..and I havnt been sick for atleast a year and a half ...thats very strange ..I'll also say I drink large ammounts of alcohol /lots of ciggerettes and the ofcorse the weed.....And other "street drugs"....no needles though ..can anyone give me some hope ..I feel tired all the time ever since i looked up the symptoms ...


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Hi, ladyPile! People can feel a little pain because of wisdom teeth or you can have a sore throat sometimes but not that much pain. I'm sure you are ok, it's not that odd to feel sore once in a while and the stress of worrying might even make you think that you are feeling pain when there is no reason for it.
Do you think that if you took a break from your life style it would help? Maybe it reminds you of the scare you had years ago and it adds to the stress.

Jamin mentions stress, which is a good point. Are you stressed in your life? When we are stressed, it can be difficult to think logically about things, and our mind feels like it is 'racing' at 1,000,000 miles per hour. If you can, learn to relax. However, if you find that you are incapable of doing this, then go to your doctor. However, you'd be going to the doctor, not to talk about what various illnesses you have, but to talk about the fact that you think you are ill all of the time.