Want a drop of hope or to just to believe?

Trust me I've been there thinking that nothing would change... sometimes I still have my doubts. I've been to hell and back and have plenty of souvenirs.... I got so fed up a month ago and fullout wrote an entire book. I mean its not super long but I still can't believe I did it. I think anyone who's been through anything should take a glance at it or atleast the blurb on the back of the book...

All the best.

-A

http://www.blurb.com/bookstore/detail/1627739
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/061540331X

Does this mean you are an author or you spontaneously became one? I hope you have overcome your painful experiences and are finding some happiness now. If not, I would not mind a PM or two. I wil take a gander at your work and I wish you the best. With love.

I had hoped but notthing have changed so I stopped hoping and try to do everything at best I can. I tried and tried until I don't really know what to do anymore. Oneday my fraind just said I don't need to do anything, just waiting because what you want will come to you one day. What I have left right now that hope in myseft that I can keep that hope until it comes.

Ray

Your book looks quite interesting; good on you for letting it all be known and re-living everything in your mind by writing it down. It takes courage. I'm sorry you had to go through so much though.

What change do you want exactly? The book makes you sound like you're living with an awesome career, and you're now a lot stronger. Which I believe you are. A moment of doubt seems to have overcome you in your post... but hope will always be there even if you can't see it. Just believe that it's there and keep trying to see it.