Drunk and no hope!

I am drunk and I have no hope! There is no God! That is plain to see. There is no hope! From the lonely geek to the lonely fat girl! We are all just victims of the human nature. When we die there is just big fat nothing! I am not lonely, I have a wife that I love. But I am miserable! That is why I am drunk!.

i wish a big meteor would fall an wipe me out of existence! But that is not going to happen. I have to live to make sure that my wife is happy. I need to live to make sure that my rabbits would be happy. I love my rabbits so much! There is not a bad thought in their little rabbit heads. Rabbits are better people than people. My wife is a nice woman that needs help and support! And I guess that is the reason why I am alive. I love my wife and I love my rabbits.

I guess my human nature leads me to have children. My Wife and I said that we would try next spring. I am not sure that I want kids. What if they are unhappy in this cruel world? But I go where my nature takes me. Maybe adoption, rather than birth is for us. But for now I go where my nature takes me. Without clarity of being drunk, I go towards having children. But part of me hopes that we do not succeed. I just want to leave this cruel world and leave no trace in it.

I guess my life is in supporting those I love. I know that I myself will never be happy.

hamo, do you believe that people aremore likely to speak the truth when they are drunk? - In your case, I think it's true. Look, though, you say that you had children and implied that you got married because of your human nature. No, it was you who made those decisions back then, and not your 'human nature'. You have since acquired different priorities in your life though, but don't let anything ever hold you back. You're married, but don't ever quench your dreams. I know that there's stuff you'd rather be doing but don't feel that you have the time to anymore. Well, I'm saying that you DO have the time. refocus where you're going in life before you run aground completely.

Kevin

You say that you have no hope, but it's very clear that you have love in your life and love others deeply or I'm sure you would not be here today. Does the love of your wife and your rabbits give you any hope? If not, what does?

I'm curious....I know that you were drunk when you wrote this....do you feel this way all the time or only when you have been drinking? Do things appear different in the light of day?

Have you given thought to finding a trusted confident to talk things through with? Sometimes just having someone really listen, without judgment, to your experience of life can help shift your thoughts to more positive ones. When you are in a more positive frame of mind, I would ask that you explore your passions in life....they can be anything, big or really tiny. Please give it some serious thought. When you can connect with a passion or purpose (whatever it is), life seems so much more abundant in every way. I wish you inner peace and harmony!

Ur just thinking negative. And yeah.. Drinking is not the solution. It is something that you should celebrate life with. It is absolutely not the solution to get over the miseries of life.

If you think you can drown your sorrows in alcohol, you should know that sorrow knows how to swim!

hamo

Please don't get drunk. That will only cause more problems with your relationship! If you have kids, that will only make it worse if you are drinking. Instead of focusing on the negatives, focus on the positives. You love your wife and your rabbits, so they are obviously good things in your life! Whatever else is going wrong can be fixed. If you don't like your job or where you live or things like that, they can be fixed.

Here's something that will trigger happiness: Just go around and look at other people's posts and reply. That's it. You know why? Because helping others naturally makes you feel good. I know it makes me feel good and I am glad I joined this forum!

drinking alcohol causes your meds to become ineffective. my husband and i started drinking two years ago and it has literally destroyed our lives. i just got out of the mental hospital i almost died in the ER because i took an overdose of cogentin. its been 10 days and i still cannot walk or talk normally. i came home and i had hidden my alcohol but i got it and gave it to some friends i am determined not to drink anymore. it makes me really mean if i get mad. just remember that you risk losing the beneficial effects of your med(s) if you drink. i know it is hard to stop but there is help out there if you need it. please dont blame God, it is man that makes this world so screwed up because man thinks he doent need God and feels there is no God or else there would be no suffering. He promises to make all things new...God loves you and you have an open line of communication with him nytime you want it. the help may not come in the way you expected but it WILL come. i hope you can quit drinking it is very detrimental to your treatment. love + light

Stop complain you and be happy that you have someone along to you.life is beautiful but unfortunately we don't realize this.

This thread is old, oanadoledo. Please try to reply to threads which have more recent activity.

Kevin