How can I cheer myself up as I go through this challenge ?

How can I cheer myself up as I go through this challenging period of my life , and not panic myself ?

can you please help me feel positive ? I would be grateful to you .
I am 25 yr old male. I don't have any job. I am a fresher in my field - IT.

I did my graduation in 2010. I enrolled for masters in 2011 . But I could never complete it as by then I had realized I was gay but couldn't tell my parents about it . The concern ate me from inside. As a result I wasn't able to do things and I ended up wasting my 2 years of life without getting my masters degree.

In 2013, I enrolled at a private institute to learn programming . But there too , I ended up terribly and I am doing things now which I should have done last January.
The private institute guys also rebuked me for it. BUT TELL ME, would a person choose to make his life hell like this by his own willingness ?

I was stuck in this rut. I couldn't help it . But now I feel overwhelmed when I realize how much time I wasted and how I am 25 already. Since I just started my job search, it could take months before i land in a job. I am willing to do any IT job.

But the thing is that I had to tell my parents that I got a job and they think I have a job but told them I am on training and won't get any salary by end of this year. Call me liar but I did it all to make them feel less stressed out but now I am stressed out , and now the tension is killing me that what if I don't get a job.

Now I am feeling scared What if for some or the other reason I don't get a job even after months of job searching ?
Update: I am just feeling so anxious that I am panicking now. what should I do to make myself calm ?

IT is an in demand industry. I'm not sure what country you're in but in the US there is an abundance of jobs. I have heard in other countries it can be harder to find IT jobs but don't give up. 25 is still young. IT is also a field where certifications often mean more than degrees. I would work on getting certifications such as Cisco or Microsoft so you can put them on your resume/CV. Or if you're more interested in programming, go to codecademy.com and teach yourself some languages. IT is all about self study. If you do the work, get the certifications, write the programs, etc, I'm sure you'll find a job. Good luck.