Delusional Disorder

Hi all,

Wasn't sure exactly which forum to put this in, so here it is.

My life seems a constant maze of trying to balance oneself correctly to try and make the right decisions both in my best-interest but also to at least set those who care for me most at peace.

Although there has been no formal diagnosis of me of this condition. The only known condition that I have been diagnosed with is Asperger's Syndrome, but the symptoms of that don't seem consistent with my current condition.

My main problems are not having the motivation to make a move to find employment or to further improve myself in any other major element of life (preparing myself for life as a independent self-sufficient tenant or homeowner, or relating with others proactively particularly with women).

My analysis of my present situation leads me to believe that if the situation in which I live at present continues then I will need to see the present governmental regime of my country as no longer properly functioning and I will be forced to act as though I was not just a Sovereign person but also no longer subordinate to a functioning government, hence why I believe there may be elements of delusional disorder at play.

Given the potential criminal elements of such a train of thought and my more immediate problems I am seeing my Doctor soon to get his opinion of my condition and perhaps a referral to a specialist who can assist me to become more normal.

Thank you for reading this and I look forward to your replies.
Andrew

There is a saying that where there is a will there is a way...but in your case no will so you can predict what iam saying....Give time for yourself and go on....surely you will land up somwhere.

Andrew,


If you truly want change like you are writing on this post, then the time for it is now. You can't wait til next year, next month, next week, or tomorrow; the time to act is now! There is no excuse for not chasing after a better life, regardless of any situation.
I can relate to you because up until this year I had always thought this was the case. I had never been good with women myself and doubts and limiting beliefs lead me down a mental path that told me I would never make progress. I would tell myself it was all luck and I would have plenty of time before I get old. Well, after a while, something inside of me fought through my doubts and told me I needed to change. It was like a survival instinct breaking through all the doors I closed shut, and ever since then my life, in all aspects, has become significantly greater. I am now around women constantly and I feel like I am truly starting to live the life I had always wanted to.
The thing is my friend, you did the right thing by reaching out. Sometimes, getting advice and asking others for help is the most confident thing a person can do. I know this because I was in your shoes, not even too long ago.
What you need to do is seek out others in your city that wish to get better with life and women and work together to catch that life you know you deserve. This process isn't going to easy or fast, but nothing easy in life is worth doing. Life goes by quickly, and if you don't life it to the fullest, you fail women, but most importantly, you fail your ancestors who fought with swords and shields to prolong your blood-line.
The time to act is today Andrew, GO!

Good portion of the people we read about in history books were of the 'could give a crap about getting some job just to make money' sort. Judging ourselves and stressing ourselves out because we don't wanna get some tedious job a well-trained chimpanzee could perform isn't a sign of mental illness so much as a sign you're more wakeful to your own existence than most of society. By the 'get a job' scale, every thinker and artist was a worthless bum, yet we remember them and not the workaholics, go figure.