This is important to me

I came to this site because i went to the compulsive lying.
I partner also used this site, think she still does.

Because of things i said on here i have been accused of being HPD, also BPD and NPD ooh!
well stuff in my life got really bad last year and i had to start counsilling, After seven months of very intensive therapy i stopped it. Basically i was sexually abused as a nine yr old child and yes it has left it's mark, yes it had changed me but i didn't want to go back and revisit it. It hurts to much. There was plenty else to talk about, but the 3 times a week always went back to that time and i couldn't talk about it, i honestly tried, but my heart broke and i ended up crying all the time and god was i miserable. By the time i started feeling better again i had to go for my next session. God i spent 6 months really down and miserable.

I am lucky because my psychologist and psychiatrist have both diagnosed me as having none of the Personality Diorders that i have been accused of.
Luckly for those of you who know me and want to disbelieve me my partner and most of you know who this is will back me up. She does know this to be the truth.

Since last year my life is better, it is geting back on track. I have a good job and a good income. I have afforded to take my partner and our children on a wonderful holiday pay off all debts that were inccured because of me, sort out many other things, and now hopefully in the very near future i will have a joint software warehouse company. So; much to look forward to.
I will then be in a position to sort out the financial $#%^ that is hanging over my head from my divorce 5 years ago.

My point made........

I came on here originally to listen to plp suffering from this terrible affliction, because diagnosed by partner and backed up by a member that i was suffering from HPD.
Hope that s@*t has stopped on here.

It placed a huge strain on my relationship because some twat kept goading her to believe it.
It's taken me 7 months to get a pretty clear flag to that.
Thats all i have to say on it......

I hope; if you are suffering from a Personality disorder that this site can help you in some way, but at the end of the day if you believe that you are HPD or someone has told you that, then the only definitive proof you will get is from being proffesionally diagnosed and not from a lot of sulking indivduals who's hearts have been stepped on.
There is a great deal of great information on this site to help you. But see your doctor about getting an appoinment with a qualified psychologist.

Thanks for reading this jamo

Hey Jamostrat!

Sounds like you're doing good. I remember you.
This HPD forum has matured a little bit I think.

WELCOME BACK!


WN

Thanks very much for that.

Hope you are well and life is treating you better now.

I a really glad that the forum has taken a turn for the better.


Some of the things i have read on here lately are extremely informative and helpful to HPD's. I hope they manage to get out of the forum something.

Regards Jamo