This really concerns me. I started to get in contact with a woman with HPD. With the time, I found out that I was doing kinda the same thing, I started caring a lot about my looks, sometimes with my -female- friends other people hear us talking and interacting and they say "are you a couple or what?" You know what I mean?
I mean, yes, i touch her, hug her, and she does the same thing but the things are very clear between us, but we "give that vibe" that a lot of people consider weird. But i would never alter my personality or give false versions of myself like an HPD, and I hate being the center of attention alltough i get it without wanting it. What do you think? Im I trippin and paranoid?