by 411needed » Tue Dec 09, 2008 6:44 am
I got a deer and had to butcher it tonight and didn't see this until now. 1:38 in the morning!!! Keep in mind that this little confrontation between us is not going to result in me loosing my screen name or my cool. I just want a divorce and you know it Kate! You have been abusing me for 2.5 years and the abuse ended when I made you leave. Domestic violence ended when I MADE YOU LEAVE!!!! Abusive people don't the other person to leave because of the entitlement and control? Who made who leave? Oh thats right, I kicked you out on a Saturday!!!
Mad now because it is unfolding before your eyes? You can't do the abuse thing anymore because it doesn't work? I don't care, I have reached a point where you will not control the outcome, you are sick and unlike BeefHeart, I don't care about all of your lies and manipulation. You get me mad because you know what buttons to push. You did anyway and now? It just doesn't work anymore sweetheart!!! You forget that you have hpd and that you are a stright up liar? You know it and deny the FACTS? Come on, I can't help you are easily brainwashed and change for the moment. I wonder why you are trying to act like I'm coming over or something? I don't care if you have 100 boyfriends because everybody on here knows what hpd people do!!! The need for attention from males in in you personality!!!! Who are you trying to slam, ME????
All I want is to be healthy mentally and live a life I was living before you? I was happy, had friends, people coming over, people calling, going to parties? What happened is that I let you abuse me and lie to me for far longer than most men would. I tried and now, I don't care about what you lie about. I don't care that you have a hpd friend chiming in? crazysexycool is sticking up for you? Look at that picture? You see, I have lived with no contact and as soon as the divorce is over, I"M FREE for the abuse, manipulation, story telling, cheating, guys you mess with, control you force on me, financial control and anything else you can think of that a abused person suffers from. See where I'm going with this, you don't have the power you used to and it must make you sick? Sorry you were sick since around 8 years old when you started to care more about what you could do to make people happy instead of knowing who you are and being happy! Sorry YOU made the mistake of lieing and cheating on me! That is for you to fix, not me!!
I just want a divorce from a hpd and look at all the drama I'm forced to go through!!!! $1000.00 dollars and a polygraph, anytime and anywhere! Anybody want to come to Columbus and be a witness??? Lets do this because you are FORCING me to pay more and I need the money anyway.
Oh wait you have money KNOW that you used me for school, thats right I paid for you to go to school for 2 years and with your first paycheck you started to up the anne and abuse even harder, forced me to kick you out? Best move I made knowing you!!!!!
Why did I never walk away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see
Testing me, pushes me away
Linkin Park "Pushing Me Away"