Hi guys,
This is extremely hard for me to write, but I really need help. I am no longer in therapy, 'cause I did'nt feel like my theraphist was helping me in any way. To describe my HPD in short terms, it mostly shows it's ugly face when I fall for a new guy. And this time I have fallen hard. I know that he likes me, if I look at everything rationally, but whenever he's not around i feel helpless. I can't concentrate, I'm constantly worrying if he changed his mind about me, or he even really likes me. I'm obsessing about little things I said that could have been misunderstood, and even though I saw him this morning, I constantly feel the need for validation. How do I explain it to him without scaring him? How do I make him understand that I will go insane, and eventually move on if he doesn't show me more that he likes me? I really need someone else with HPD who understands..