I think I'm HPD..please help!

I think I'm HPD. I try sooo hard to get attention and I get it. I get so jealous and angry when someone else is getting all the attention so I'll go and show off and do something better. Here's things that I've done in the past to get attention:

-In 7th grade I told everyone I was moving to California (keep in mind I'm from Ohio so this was like a big deal to EVERYONE) and people were planning out my goodbye party. I got so into that I forgot I wasn't moving. I just kept lying and lying without even thinking about what I was doing.

-I lie ALL THE TIME online, about my age, name, personal life/info...anything just to get someone to talk to me.

-I have to be the center of attention no matter what. I will do anything...even if it means I'll get in trouble at school for it.

-A few weeks ago I really missed my ex-boyfriend so I told him I was going to a residential treatment program for at least a year and no one said anything about that. It was all in my mind and I believed it!

-I will talk to and/or date any guy that is available, I just have to have that constant attention and love from somebody.

-I'll make up some interesting "fact" just to tell people so they'll get interested in me and talk to me.

-I LOVE GOING TO THE HOSPITAL. I will do anything just go go to the psych unit. I love all the doctors paying attention to me. And I love riding in protective custody to the ER to get emergeny assesed for it.

-I talk to waayy older guys online because they're always waiting for me to get on.

-I wear tight clothes because I know I'm very curvy and I like to attract guys.

-I keep guys "on the side" in case one breaks up with me or makes me mad so I can go from guy to guy.

-Myspace is my life...if I don't get messages or comments on there I go crazy commenting everyone on my friends list until I get a comment back

-I've taken really slutty pictures for myspace which I would give you the link to it but for one it's private and two it has where I live on it.

I'm BPD and I read about co-morbidity and how you can have more than one personality disorder and most people do.

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So you are absolutely certain you are BPD meaning you were professionally diagnosed as such?

The majority of your post makes you sound like a severe HPD if you want my opinion.

Also that psych ward thing...your motivation for wanting to be there is totally HPD.

BPD's get sent there or to someplace like it when they no longer feel in control of themselves and their emotional crisis.

In short.

They do not like having to go to such places.

It helps them even though I've read that the doctors really can do nothing for them except let them wait it out until they feel better.

I'm guessing they may give a BPD a sedative in such a situation to help him or her calm down but you've been there before so you would know better than I.

Yes, I'm professionally diagnosed with BPD. I also forgot to mention my imaginary friend named Charlie. He ALWAYS got the attention and he still does. I used to pretend that I seen him and he talked to me, like a hallucination. It had all my teachers and school officials concerened. Also I'll go into chat rooms and start trouble with people for no reason other than to get attention.

YoungAndHopeless wrote:I think I'm HPD. I try sooo hard to get attention and I get it. I get so jealous and angry when someone else is getting all the attention so I'll go and show off and do something better. Here's things that I've done in the past to get attention:

-In 7th grade I told everyone I was moving to California (keep in mind I'm from Ohio so this was like a big deal to EVERYONE) and people were planning out my goodbye party. I got so into that I forgot I wasn't moving. I just kept lying and lying without even thinking about what I was doing.

-I lie ALL THE TIME online, about my age, name, personal life/info...anything just to get someone to talk to me.

-I have to be the center of attention no matter what. I will do anything...even if it means I'll get in trouble at school for it.

-A few weeks ago I really missed my ex-boyfriend so I told him I was going to a residential treatment program for at least a year and no one said anything about that. It was all in my mind and I believed it!

-I will talk to and/or date any guy that is available, I just have to have that constant attention and love from somebody.

-I'll make up some interesting "fact" just to tell people so they'll get interested in me and talk to me.

-I LOVE GOING TO THE HOSPITAL. I will do anything just go go to the psych unit. I love all the doctors paying attention to me. And I love riding in protective custody to the ER to get emergeny assesed for it.

-I talk to waayy older guys online because they're always waiting for me to get on.

-I wear tight clothes because I know I'm very curvy and I like to attract guys.

-I keep guys "on the side" in case one breaks up with me or makes me mad so I can go from guy to guy.

-Myspace is my life...if I don't get messages or comments on there I go crazy commenting everyone on my friends list until I get a comment back

-I've taken really slutty pictures for myspace which I would give you the link to it but for one it's private and two it has where I live on it.

I'm BPD and I read about co-morbidity and how you can have more than one personality disorder and most people do.

Hold on a sec, last week you said you're BPD, the week before that you were Bipolar, and about a month ago you were a schizophrenic. And then you told us you're only 14 years old.
That just doesn't make any sense, so I'd say your diagnosis is a wannabe-something.
Stop reading about mental health problems because you seem to have them all, and that's not healthy.

Just go out with your friends and have fun!

Sarina5 wrote:

YoungAndHopeless wrote:I think I'm HPD. I try sooo hard to get attention and I get it. I get so jealous and angry when someone else is getting all the attention so I'll go and show off and do something better. Here's things that I've done in the past to get attention:

-In 7th grade I told everyone I was moving to California (keep in mind I'm from Ohio so this was like a big deal to EVERYONE) and people were planning out my goodbye party. I got so into that I forgot I wasn't moving. I just kept lying and lying without even thinking about what I was doing.

-I lie ALL THE TIME online, about my age, name, personal life/info...anything just to get someone to talk to me.

-I have to be the center of attention no matter what. I will do anything...even if it means I'll get in trouble at school for it.

-A few weeks ago I really missed my ex-boyfriend so I told him I was going to a residential treatment program for at least a year and no one said anything about that. It was all in my mind and I believed it!

-I will talk to and/or date any guy that is available, I just have to have that constant attention and love from somebody.

-I'll make up some interesting "fact" just to tell people so they'll get interested in me and talk to me.

-I LOVE GOING TO THE HOSPITAL. I will do anything just go go to the psych unit. I love all the doctors paying attention to me. And I love riding in protective custody to the ER to get emergeny assesed for it.

-I talk to waayy older guys online because they're always waiting for me to get on.

-I wear tight clothes because I know I'm very curvy and I like to attract guys.

-I keep guys "on the side" in case one breaks up with me or makes me mad so I can go from guy to guy.

-Myspace is my life...if I don't get messages or comments on there I go crazy commenting everyone on my friends list until I get a comment back

-I've taken really slutty pictures for myspace which I would give you the link to it but for one it's private and two it has where I live on it.

I'm BPD and I read about co-morbidity and how you can have more than one personality disorder and most people do.

Hold on a sec, last week you said you're BPD, the week before that you were Bipolar, and about a month ago you were a schizophrenic. And then you told us you're only 14 years old.
That just doesn't make any sense, so I'd say your diagnosis is a wannabe-something.
Stop reading about mental health problems because you seem to have them all, and that's not healthy.

Just go out with your friends and have fun!

Wait a minute, what is this?

Shes lying for attention like she said she does.

Look, she fakes medical/psychological problems for attention. How else would you know about the ER so much? You went there once and felt it was important enough to mention its significance to you? Obviously, you've gone multiple times.

I NEVER SAID I WAS SCHIZOPHRENIC, EVER!!! AND I WASN'T EVEN ON HERE A MONTH AGO. AND I AM NOT LYING...I FAKE MEDICAL PROBLEMS FOR ATTENTION? I WASN'T EVEN THE ONE THAT WANTED COUSELING. I WAS FORCED INTO IT BY MY MOM, WHICH I HATE AND HOPE SHE DIES. I'VE BEEN TO THE PSYCH UNIT 4 TIMES, THE ER 2 TIMES, EMERGENCY ASSESSED OVER 6 TIMES JUST TO CLEAR THAT UP FOR THE ASSHOLE THAT MADE A REMARK ABOUT MY REPEATED BEHAVIOR. AND I DON'T KNOW HOW YOU CAN FAKE BEING MOLESTED FOR 2 YEARS AT AGE 6...YOU WOULDN'T KNOW WOULD YOU? CAUSE YOU'VE NEVER BEEN THROUGH IT. YOU'RE ALL PLOTTING TO GET ME...I BET YOU HAVE YOUR OWN LITTLE CHATROOM WHERE YOU PLAN OUT WHO'S GOING TO REPLY TO WHICH POST...AND THAT'S NOT A PARANOID THOUGHT, IT'S REALITY. I KNOW IT. I'M FILING A LAWSUIT IF I START GETTING ANY THREATENING CALLS, IM'S, OR E-MAILS. I WILL SUE THIS SITE.

YoungAndHopeless wrote:I NEVER SAID I WAS SCHIZOPHRENIC, EVER!!! AND I WASN'T EVEN ON HERE A MONTH AGO. AND I AM NOT LYING...I FAKE MEDICAL PROBLEMS FOR ATTENTION? I WASN'T EVEN THE ONE THAT WANTED COUSELING. I WAS FORCED INTO IT BY MY MOM, WHICH I HATE AND HOPE SHE DIES. I'VE BEEN TO THE PSYCH UNIT 4 TIMES, THE ER 2 TIMES, EMERGENCY ASSESSED OVER 6 TIMES JUST TO CLEAR THAT UP FOR THE ASSHOLE THAT MADE A REMARK ABOUT MY REPEATED BEHAVIOR. AND I DON'T KNOW HOW YOU CAN FAKE BEING MOLESTED FOR 2 YEARS AT AGE 6...YOU WOULDN'T KNOW WOULD YOU? CAUSE YOU'VE NEVER BEEN THROUGH IT. YOU'RE ALL PLOTTING TO GET ME...I BET YOU HAVE YOUR OWN LITTLE CHATROOM WHERE YOU PLAN OUT WHO'S GOING TO REPLY TO WHICH POST...AND THAT'S NOT A PARANOID THOUGHT, IT'S REALITY. I KNOW IT. I'M FILING A LAWSUIT IF I START GETTING ANY THREATENING CALLS, IM'S, OR E-MAILS. I WILL SUE THIS SITE.

Shhh. There's no need to get aggressive.

To be quite honest I also believe that you ARE acting it. Whats that called? Munchausens, Factitious Disorder?

You should just choose a disease and stick with it.

And your too young to sue anybody. I think.

Daniel

YoungAndHopeless wrote:I NEVER SAID I WAS SCHIZOPHRENIC, EVER!!! AND I WASN'T EVEN ON HERE A MONTH AGO. AND I AM NOT LYING...I FAKE MEDICAL PROBLEMS FOR ATTENTION? I WASN'T EVEN THE ONE THAT WANTED COUSELING. I WAS FORCED INTO IT BY MY MOM, WHICH I HATE AND HOPE SHE DIES. I'VE BEEN TO THE PSYCH UNIT 4 TIMES, THE ER 2 TIMES, EMERGENCY ASSESSED OVER 6 TIMES JUST TO CLEAR THAT UP FOR THE ASSHOLE THAT MADE A REMARK ABOUT MY REPEATED BEHAVIOR. AND I DON'T KNOW HOW YOU CAN FAKE BEING MOLESTED FOR 2 YEARS AT AGE 6...YOU WOULDN'T KNOW WOULD YOU? CAUSE YOU'VE NEVER BEEN THROUGH IT. YOU'RE ALL PLOTTING TO GET ME...I BET YOU HAVE YOUR OWN LITTLE CHATROOM WHERE YOU PLAN OUT WHO'S GOING TO REPLY TO WHICH POST...AND THAT'S NOT A PARANOID THOUGHT, IT'S REALITY. I KNOW IT. I'M FILING A LAWSUIT IF I START GETTING ANY THREATENING CALLS, IM'S, OR E-MAILS. I WILL SUE THIS SITE.

You are not paranoid. You are acting for us again. In my narrow-minded opinion, I would say that you are a dangerous person even as a fourteen yr old. This is not going to end well for you in the long run. Your personality is draining on people.

Daniel

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YoungAndHopeless wrote:edited.

You're so....pathetic!