by SadMom&Gramma » Sun Feb 25, 2007 12:05 am
I guess what I am thinking is that these traits might be fairly common to a lesser degree and then the drugs sort of accentuate them to the point where they override the more moderate parts of personality. I recently realized that I have many of the same reactions and feelings when dealing with my younger sister. On the surface my daughter and my sister may seem very different but recently I see that these traits just manifest a little differently in them. I have thought about this whole thing a lot and can also see that my mother had some of these traits as well. Interestingly, they are all left-handed. Don't know if that means anything, just an interesting observation. My daughter is the only one who has got involved with meth although my sister used to drink and still smokes pot. Both my sister and my daughter will get extremely out of control over seemingly small things. At these times, they both have screamed at me saying, "You don't like me! You've never liked me! You hate me!" I have always been baffled by this and then I thought, well, I really don't like a lot of things about them. Tip toeing around them, never knowing what might trigger hysterics, etc.