I met a wonderful guy. He is so handsome, sweet, nice, fun, genuine, loves me, understanding.... We had a few dates and had wonderful time. Just a few dates.
but I have an online bf, and I love him. He loves me so much to. And, in the name of love, I ended the relationship with this handsome guy in real life. You should be 'faithful' and 'old love' is good, isn't it. my online bf had been so loving/supportive toward me.
but I have never met this online bf in real life, we live so far away, different countinents, but we'd meet soon, but after that? ...we don't know, like we probably have to work in different country etc... he says, "if geogrpahyic problem can't be solved, we should just break up at that time." He said it right after I ended relationship with this perfect guy in real life. LOL
I don't know, it feels weird. I think what I did is stupid in 'objective' perspective. I missed a great guy who wanted to be with me for long long long time and who could be with me, hug me, care about me,
to be with some guy online with whose relationship might end in one or two years.
but I feel like I did something right. Because... I love my online bf and he loves me. Even if we can' be together later...
I formely could never understand this kind of concept. Like, a relationship that's bound to end and you are going to be abandoned? Why waste a breath to such kind of relationship? But my bf always persuaded me, it still worth it if love is there, even if you can't be together forever, just being togerher while it's still possible is good.
and I kind of can understand it now.
Love is illogical.
what do you think about my decision?