Grief

Hi, I can't stop watching movies with Milla Jovovich, I still need to watch them, it makes me happier to watch her in the movies (but I can't watch the same movies all the time), also music makes me happy, but I don't have much music so I can't watch it all the time (getting bored of listening to the same music all the time). I need some help, I can't explain what is that supposed to mean... Help me...

I still need to play some new games, watch some new movies and listen to some new music, I need more and more media (movies, games and music). Otherwise I feel hollow and empty.

Hi, NicknameClassified! It sounds like you are very lonely. I used to feel the same way. I needed to watch tv and feel like I belonged somewhere. I needed a distraction, becouse I felt hollow and empty. Is there anything bad going on in your life that might make you feel this way?

I just have a boring life going on the same way all the time. I go to school, I come back, I sit at my computer, play games, watch TV, chat with friends. I think about the life sense and philosophy a lot, I wish I knew why the life was created. I don't believe in any religion, because I don't think anybody can be sure how it really is. I don't find pleasure in anything except playing PC. I can't do anything else that could make me happy or something. That's why I watch movies and play PC games. I was creating 3D maps (levels) for a pc game before, but now I don't have any ideas for maps and I resign very quickly...

There's nothing wrong with being happy this way, unless it hurts you somehow. It's ok to be a loner.

But the problem is I don't feel okay, I am not happy, I wish there was an infinite amount of movies and games, but there are not. I can't watch the same movies all the time...

Maybe this isn't enough and you could find something else to make you happy as well. Have you tried sports or going out with friends a bit? A new hobby might help.

hey there! my favorite movie of all time is The Night Train to Kathmandu...starring Milla. you should see it (I'm not trying to encourage your lonliness..but this is the movie I watch for comfort---some good philosophy in there).

i feel like that sometimes... school is just so repetitive, even though i know its to get a good job and everything, it feels like i'm going nowhere. watching movies takes my mind off things but eventually i have to come back and be miserable. i joined the anime club at my library, and it helps being able to talk to people just about stupid stuff, for some reason. its good to get a fresh start. even with old friends, its like i have a reputation of what i am around them so i can't step out of that costume.

my point is i get where your coming from. it sucks