I lost my brother a bit over 3 yrs ago. :''((

It feels so unresolved. I have so many feelings. My family could be so belittling and stuff.. my brother i blv was poisoned against me. It hurts. His adult children don't talk to me. i tried to love and be there for his daughter who unblocked me on fb after he died, but she blocked me again. my family hurts me. Why didn't i just move away. I mean my uncle took me out for donuts the other day. It was nice
I hadn't seen him for about 3 1/2 ish mos. :'( I'm so alone. He and I were so close... then mom she kinda made fun of chubby/fat ppl and i was chubby diff times prob half or almost half of my childhood and mom would make jokes and one time she had me stand in front of mirror and said to pull down my pants so my stomach stick out then said see the difference cause i was so fat and she was so skinny. :''( I'm hurting so bad. :'( I have nobody. :''( NOBODY! I saw my brother after he died .. he was living a bit further away and didn't see him til after h e died. They really mistreated his body when they did the
autopsy. I cry a lot because i miss him and mom won't hardly talk about it and i get it, but i have no NO NO NO one to talk to. I'm SO ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!! :''( :'( People are so cold anymore. :'((((

I'm so sorry you're going through this and so sorry for your loss. As someone with a brother, I couldn't even imagine the pain of losing them.

Why do you think your niece blocked you? Why do you think they've been turned against you?

I can see what you're mom did being very hurtful coming from your own mom. I imagine she thought she was helping you in some way to be healthier, when in reality it was just hurtful.

Are you able to talk to your uncle more? It's great that he reached out like that. I find in adulthood most people don't see their family as much as they should. I know a lot of people have the initial reaction of not wanting to talk about loss, but I feel like most times it can really help to heal to do so.

Hope you're doing ok.