Please, I hope they treat you properly. That they take care of you. You are not just some patient on their list. Your life has shone more on those around you than anyone I know.
I can't stand the feeling that the world might lose another ray of sunshine. You have to stay. Please come through this and smile once more here on earth.
I don't want what you wrote to be what I remember as your last words. The world cannot be that unfair.