new to this group/forum - lost my amazing mam Oct 15

Hi all, I am new to this forum. I lost my beautiful mam in October 2015. I was extremely close to her, she was my best friend. I could tell her absolutely anything without judgement. I am so lost without her... I feel as if I have no one to turn to. I cant speak to my da or husband about how I am feeling, and i have tried talking about it with my family but they keep saying I need to go and get help, which I have done. And it's the best thing that I have ever done - therapy has really helped me a lot... I still feel lost though... dont know what to do, as I feel I still am not ready to talk about what has happened....

MariesBaby X

I think there's some relationships that can never be replaced. A mom is a special kind of connection like that. But you do have other people that care about you; father and husband -which are their own kind of special connection. And they gave you great advice to go to a therapist about it.

Is there a friend you could confide in more? To start talking about what happened in small ways?