got some terrible news recently... that one of my best friends Emma was involved in a head on car crash... wasnt her fault... another car in the other lane swerved to miss a dead rabbit on the road and slammed straight into her...
only heard all this 2 months after she had the accident... shes at home now, after 2 months solid in hospital. im going to see her this sunday for the first time since i heard.
she was cut out of the car, and was in a coma for the irst 24 hours... she had to have 2 blood clots removed from her brain, partially disabling her whole left side... shes in a wheelchair now.. might not ever walk again. its still so saddening for me to think about it... i love her so much as my friend, and i cant help but feel hate at the world for allowing such bad things to happen to such a lovely person...
im not sure how to react... ill go see her... support her... just be with her... shes got a metal plate being put into her head this october....
she seems to be okay, she talks to me on msn a bit now and then, but i think underneath - this is very very hard for her.
just, any advice would be nice. i know ill just be myself and stuff, be a friend to her, but its gonna be a shock to see her like this..
thankyou everyone. ive got a job interview tomorrow, try and get me out of unemployment... and this depression... but it doesnt matter so much to me, im just thinking about emma all the time. xxx