Lost 2 friends..

I've currently lost 2 friends within 8 days .. I am only 23.. the 2 friends I lost where 22 and 25... One was shot dead , and then 8 days later my other friend went snow boarding and went off a cliff and died.. He had a 7 year old son and just got engaged 2 month prior..he was only 25.. and my other friend was 22.. so young .. their friends parents couldnt afford a funerl so all of us friends paid .. over 20gs each .. Im broke .. but i dont care.. we even raised 10g's for his sons trust fund when he gets older and goes to school...I went through the sad part but i think its effecting my personal life.. Today I broke up with my gf for over 2.5 years.. I loved her alot...but she dosent understand me now.. I feel like no ones on my side for anything.. Im not scared of death.. I dont really care what happens to me.. and I think thats the problem..

I am sorry to hear about your loss! God is the only one who knows what will happen in our lives. We often go through trials because it helps conform our personality. I imagine you feel sad and lonely. Finding a positive support system would probably be a good idea. I have been through some terrifying situations and God was the only one to carry me through.
Take care!!

wow the reason i came on here was to find help for my son who has suffered a similar loss(or losses). he is also pulling away from his girlfriend who wants to be there for him. please stop and see that those around you might not know what to say, but they want to help. tell her you feel yourself pulling away but that you dont want to, you need those that love you. it hurts so much not being able to help and make it better. talk openly. please.....