by ScrubbyBubblez » Wed Oct 03, 2012 9:32 pm
So I finally got it out of my psychiatrist on what my diagnosis is regarding "my anxiety" and he says it's GAD. Now I'm wondering if it's just anxiety or something else that makes me worry so much about even my own family. I KNOW it's probably just irrational and stupid but I keep getting thoughts of worry in the form of "what if it's not irrational and stupid?" Just yesterday I had what I suppose is another trigger to make me worry, and that is because I refuse to go to some church dinner with my mom because I'm not religious and I don't want to be stuck with a group of elderly people who don't share my beliefs for 3 hours. Now, I keep letting my imagination go wild and thinking about my religious family orchestrating my death even though I know they love me. Is this just GAD or is it actually paranoia? I also forgot to mention, I also suffer from OCD, even though my psychiatrist first tells me that I am OCD and have anxiety but later says GAD is more accurate and it's not OCD. I say he's full of it because I've been right out of the OCD handbook for years now. Sorry for rambling on and sorry for my grammar but I don't know if people will recognize the way I type or not if that makes any sense.
"Oh no, um, I'm being surrounded by everything I dislike about the zoo."