I am 36 six years old and have been suffering from what I believe is an General Health Anxiety disorder (self diagnosed). It started for me about 7 years ago and has plagued me ever since. I have been convinced that I have had a brain tumor, a lump in my throat, colon cancer, and heart problems, just to name a few. In each instance, I have sought help from medical professionals, Internal Medicine, ENT, Gastro, etc. When these symptoms come on I dwell on them to such a degree that it becomes overwhelming and it consumes my life. I will visit several doctors run all kinds of tests EEG, EKG, MRI's, colonoscopy, etc. Every time, the are normal. As of yet, I have no real health problems.
For the past 10 days I have been woozy in my head and feel very imbalanced. It is almost exactly like I am sea sick, without the nausea. I feel like I am sitting, walking, or standing on a boat. These symptoms are consistent, meaning it never gets worse or better. Its all day long from the moment I wake up until I go to sleep. My first thoughts of course are, brain tumor. I have been dwelling on this belief for the past 10 days. I saw my ENT last week who scheduled me for an MRI this week and some other balance type tests. Meanwhile, I sit waiting around feeling worse by the minute, consumed with the fact that I have a brain tumor.
My wife, who has been with me through all of my many symptoms over the past 7 years, is convinced that I mentally perpetuate these symptoms based on anxiety disorders. Meaning, I am self inflicting these symptoms on myself and causing them to persist because I am feeding them with my Health Anxiety problem. As much as I try to believe she is right, I can't help but dwell on these symptoms because they are so, so , real. There is no way that I could be imaging that I am dizzy and imbalanced for 10 days in a row. What came first the chicken or the egg? That is my problem. I want to believe that these issues are caused by anxiety, but it is very difficult to do so because to me, these symptoms seem serious in nature. Anybody got any ideas? I really would appreciate any feedback. I'm so tired of feeling this way.