Not sure if anxiety covers it...

GRemoved..

Well I a have not got any feedback yet. I have been talking to my psych on the phone and just talking over basic things.

I just wanted to understand how someone can place a relationship on hold who LOVES you, ignore you, and totally become self involved. I miss the hell out of her and when not working I strain my brain to wonder if she is thinking of me, and when all this will end. Like will I be in hospital a 6 months from now and she calls? It's just mind warping. Just venting I guess.