Don't know whats wrong with me

I know I have severe ADD, and anxiety. I think I have asperger's syndrome. I battle with depression. I'm 17, I've been extremely nervous my whole life, shy, depressed etc. I've always been broke, my mother has been disabled since as long as I can remember, we've always been extremely poor, we've been homeless, without power for 3+ years. As a child I could cope with that by staying in my own little world. other kids would make fun of me at school, and make my life miserable. When I was 8, and we were without power, my 16 year old brother decided he couldn't deal with being this poor and moved to Texas with some relatives. Hardly anything I've ever done has succeeded. I always end up failing while others succeed with the smallest bit of effort. I have been trying extremely hard to get a job, but I just can't find one. I've never had much, but my mind is stuck at a materialistic stage 24/7, I smoke marijuana and take pills to make the days go by faster, because I have nothing better to do. When I get sad and depressed, my sadness doesn't come alone; it always brings forth severe anger. I feel like I am losing grip with reality, and want to break the jaw off of the first person I see. I'm not a bad person, but my mind keeps heading towards violence; to anyone I see smiling. I'm not suicidal, I don't feel like hurting myself, I feel like hurting others, and I don't want to feel that way. However; I'm not agressive, I'm extremely passive, and am generally a doormat and let people walk all over me. I just don't know what to do, I don't know where to post this. I keep obsessing about money, money, everything is about wanting money, but I haven't ever had money to begin with. All I really want is to be normal, but I can't ever achieve it. I feel like I am going crazy in my mind. I'm getting more lethargic, and not wanting to do anything. Time seems to be going by extremely fast, a whole day seems like 5 hours at the most. I cannot sleep at night. Wanted to know if anyone else has gone through this? Sorry about the length

Jmh2106, it's understandable that you're worried about money, because you didn't have it as a kid and you really needed things that give other kids a normal life. You must have felt deprived. You didn't deserve to go through that.
Try to stop smoking marijuana and taking pills, they can add to the aggression and confusion, you need a clear mind if you're going to get a job. Post in the Asperger's forum too, if you think that's what you have.
Please don't give up, you're very young and you'll get your life on track soon.

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