do i have a mental issue?

how was it. how are you. hows your dad.

glad i went actually. I worked with my dad for the week. My dad doing fine expect his back is hurting

nice to hear, sorry your dad's back is hurting. my mom's hurts her all the time. it's hard to watch. hope he feels better soon.

p.s. -
how do you feel about the reasons you didn't want to go now?

i don't really know why i didn't want to go. I guess i was telling myself i wouldn't have fun. I don't know how to explain it.

maybe u not wanting to go was just a phase. eh?

what's new?

the last week for me has been ugly in almost every respect. i'm too tired to say why. have my fingers crossed for tomorrow though.

which brings a new thought.... are you superstiscious at all? i probably misspelled that. you know like ..black cats and ladders and stuff?

i'm sitting here staring at the screen thinking about learning a new song on guitar. it's been a while..

take care.

I don't know if am supersticious. It hard for me to answer questions. i'll think about that and give you an asnwer. hope you have a better week