I get anxious in a car. That anxiety escalates when I'm sandwiched between two vehicles, or we are in a left-turn lane, and I'm sitting on the right side of the car. I can remedy the second situation by sitting on the left side of the vehicle behind the driver. That way, I'm next to the center medium, putting a bit of distance between me and other cars. I'm in a no-win situation if we are in the left turn lane and there is no center medium.
I take 0.25 MG Clonazepam four times a day and 10 MG Propranolol twice a day, sometimes three times if needed. I've also been taking Lorazepam as needed. Dosage varies between 0.5 to 2 MG, depending on the severity of the situation. If I'm in heavy traffic, I will take 2 MG of Lorazepam, 10 MG Propranolol, and 125 MG of Simethicone (OTC anti-gas).
I live in an area where good psychiatric care has been hard to find. Therefore I had to go to the county psychiatric facility (which does not prescribe controlled medications such as Clonazepam and Lorazepam) for my other psychiatric prescriptions and get my Clonazepam and Lorazepam from my primary care doctor. The powers that be have been cracking down on general practice doctors who prescribe both Clonazepam and Lorazepam. I had to find a psychiatrist who would prescribe controlled medications. In addition, I've experienced a particularly rough spell since around May or June in which I needed to eat into my reserves.
Found a new doctor who I first saw on the ninth of this month. She gave me 10 MG Escitalopram once a day and will either reduce or eliminate the Lorazepam. For the road trip to see her this coming Thursday, she told me to take 1 MG of Clonazepam instead of the 2 MG of Lorazepam. The Escitalopram, which I will have been for two weeks, should already be doing its job.
I know I have established a lot to get to the problem, but here it is. I keep my ear to the ground to know what will happen. However, what was once theoretical is happening as I speak. We have inflation that is being downplayed (in other words, it's worse than what the powers that be are revealing) and a supply chain problem. What do I do when it's hard or impossible to get my medications? I already mentioned that I had to eat into my supplies during my current rough spell. Also, I just started on a new prescription, meaning I won't have a reserve if the current problem manifests sooner than later.
I can get some of my medications overseas at an affordable price, such as Propranolol, but there is no way to get controlled prescriptions, and the Mirtazapine is too expensive. I haven't checked the price or availability of the new medication.