Hi, I'm wondering if anyone has any idea what this means.
I often have horrible panic attacks, where I feel like I'm in the electric chair, and my body completely seizes up.
Electric chair is the beast way to explain it, because of the amount of pain flooding through me, during this time! It feel like that, or as if there is fire, and razor blades flowing through my bloodstream, along with a billion volts of electricity.
My whole body goes completely stiff, eyes roll into my head, hands into claws, and I'm stuck, for a long time. Much like a person, after they've been hit with a taser.
I'll be stuck like this for up to 30 mins, at times. My consiousnous does fade, for the most part, but I'm still about 10%. I can recall some things, sometimes. For example, I can remember one occurrence where my boyfriend was patting my face with a damp cloth ( because I sweat so much), or I can remember hearing people around me freaking out and wondering if I'm having a seizure.
My body is usuall really dead tired, and in a lot of pain, after that, for a while. It takes a lot to bounce back, from those episodes.
They start as panic attacks, and turn into what feels like a seizure, although I probably don't actually know what a seizure feels like, but it's the best description I can come up with.
They last anywhere from a few to 30 minutes. It depends on how stressed and stimulated I am, or the severity of the preceeding panic attack. However I occasionally have mild ones, that will come out of nowhere, with no panic or warning, first.
Does anyone else have this, or know what causes these episodes?