just some thoughts

First time user so bear with me.

I don't know where to start so I'll basically start with how I am feeling right now. I feel like the whole is too depressed. I am not very social but I hang out with friends every day. And I feel they are all depressed, the are continuously trying hide their depression. Is everyone like this, is it normal? I feel like I can pick insecurities too quickly, and it bothers me. It gives me this control over them, I can make them tick. This feeling is too uncomfortable.

I cant even try to explain. Maybe some other time.