anxiety about perception of money and its importance

Among my GAD symptoms is an anxiety about money and paying bills . I've been doing everything possible to be prosperous and I always seem to have enough, but when it comes to paying bills the anxiety builds. Everything today seems to be about money and how much you have or want. I remember simpler times when credit scores weren't how you describe yourself. Or what's in your bank account was just what was in your bank account. I'm not a materialist. I do like having a reliable and newer car and I like living in a safe and secure neighborhood. But it's seems now like even those two things have price tags on them that are creating anxiety for me.

Could use some advice or support.

Thanks

I'm sorry, I'm not really being much help here.

However, don't feel as though you're alone. Finances are definitely a trigger point for me.

I obsess about finances and seem to be in a constant quest to not see that zero in my back balance.

I have a formulated spreadsheet on excel which can tell me to the penny how much money is going to be in my account this time next year, I update it daily. It's the best and worst thing I've ever created. It is constantly on my mind