venalfaxine 150mg long term effects??

Hi,
I have been on venalfaxine 150mg for about 2 years and i was on citalopram 30mg before that for 4 years, but past few months i have noticed a complete lack of motivation (didnt have much to begin with) basicaly i feel like auto pilot, i hate my job but don't care that i hate it, i have been single for like 7 years and im 23 its so lonely but i just cant feel it i suppose it is good and bad i guess. but im not sure what to do i almost feel depressed due to having no feelings anymore but at the same time its stopping them, sorry i have GAD and low mood i have tried talking to people professionals etc but it seems like because i can get up out of bed in the morning they dont care, i have also tried talking about my commitment phobia but no one cares about that either, just want everything to be over tired of it thanks for listening. Robbie