Feel like im in a Simulated Game

Hi all. i have been traveling ok with my anxiety until my dr dropped my clonazapam down from 2mg to 1.5mg. last year i managed to drop down from 4 to 2 mg by myself with no drs advice and did not experience any withdrawal symptoms at all life was good until recently when i told my dr i was concerned about my memory loss problems and wanted to get of benzo's. i have been on various since 2009. my dr dropped me down to 1.5mg to try and wean of them but 2 weeks later i am now sick very sick.


i feel like i am stuck in a simulation. i feel like everyone and everything around me is not real and i am the only person suck in this strange simulation. when i talk to people i think that they have just been programmed to respond to me. i feel very alone and very scared. the scary thing is this very scared sick feeling follows me in my sleep and even when im dreaming im still experiencing anxiety.

someone please respond as i need to know if anyone else has ever felt like this.

thankyou for reading