Weird fear

Hey guys. I was normal and one day I was thinking deeply about our base core as humans. I started to think that deep underneath we are the same. It scared me because I thought that I was me. I now feel that we are all different conciousness but they resemble. Your face, your personality, your gender and everything is just an addition. Im so scared and depressed because I can't look at people the same. That cute baby, that woman or that strong man, I just see the same thing underneath. The deepest part of us I think is like a black pea. I don't feel special. I just try to distract myself. I'm so scared i'll keep thinking like this. I want to die.