First of all, hello everyone, I just joined. The first time I remember starting to have anxiety was when I was in Jr. high school, so about 10 or 11 years ago. It seems like when I was younger it happened much less frequently though. My anxiety comes and goes, usually flaring up several times a year, but severe flare ups only happen around twice a year. I've tried countless of SSRIs, even though those seem to be mainly for depression that didn't stop my old Dr. from prescribing them. None ever helped.
I've also tried therapy a couple of times but stopped going after a month or two, probably because I felt like progress wasn't being made fast enough. The only thing that seemed to truly help was benzodiazepines. I was only on them for a short time before weening off because my old Dr. was reluctant to prescribe them. Now I am currently 29 weeks pregnant so I can't take them anyway.
I apologize for such a long post but I wanted to give a little background before saying what I really want to post. I started having an anxiety flare up two weeks ago. It became worse and worse until this weekend it was so severe I was in an almost constant state of fear and kept bursting into tears all day long. Today hasn't been so bad, mainly because I've been too exhausted. My husband has had the past four days off of work and it's been nice to have him home during the day, for support and to do things with. He goes back to work tomorrow and now that bed time is drawing near I am starting to feel anxious again.