I need some help...

Hello everyone! I'm new here on this forum and I'm very scared...please excuse my English because I'm not a native.
So, let's begin with my story...I'm a normal teenager and I discovered that since last year I started to hear some voices inside my head talking about bad things. Initially, I ignored them but since few months ago "my mind" started to curse them every day.Also, some images are appearing in my mind with me being a president and other things like that . I don't know what's happening to me, I want to believe this is my imagination because when I go to sleep, sometimes I hear music playing in my head(music that I listened before). Also, I've noticed that I have lack of motivation, and when I want to do something I forget about it or I start doing other things like surfing on the web or playing games. I don't know why I'm like that, because I'm able to do many things like solving math problems, programming, I can retain many things easily, etc.
If you'll tell me to go to psychiatrist, I'll defiently refuse, because I'm scared of what my parents will do(they'll get angry very easy) because they want me to be an important man in my life and also I want to have a job, to have a healthy family and healthy kids. What should I do? Is that my imagination?

Thanks.

AroundTheWorld wrote:Hello everyone! I'm new here on this forum and I'm very scared...please excuse my English because I'm not a native.
So, let's begin with my story...I'm a normal teenager and I discovered that since last year I started to hear some voices inside my head talking about bad things. Initially, I ignored them but since few months ago "my mind" started to curse them every day.Also, some images are appearing in my mind with me being a president and other things like that . I don't know what's happening to me, I want to believe this is my imagination because when I go to sleep, sometimes I hear music playing in my head(music that I listened before). Also, I've noticed that I have lack of motivation, and when I want to do something I forget about it or I start doing other things like surfing on the web or playing games. I don't know why I'm like that, because I'm able to do many things like solving math problems, programming, I can retain many things easily, etc.
If you'll tell me to go to psychiatrist, I'll defiently refuse, because I'm scared of what my parents will do(they'll get angry very easy) because they want me to be an important man in my life and also I want to have a job, to have a healthy family and healthy kids. What should I do? Is that my imagination?

Thanks.

How often do you hear the voices? What do they say?

This doesn't really sound like Anxiety, I mean if you're not feeling overly anxious or having panic attacks. Lack of motivation sometimes and restlessness as well as losing interest in things you once enjoyed just comes gift wrapped with many different forms of mental illness, really.

Hi there, I'm sorry you are having a hard time. The only advice I have is to see a doctor. You said you would refuse, that's up to you. I wish you well, regardless.

How often do you hear the voices? What do they say?

This doesn't really sound like Anxiety, I mean if you're not feeling overly anxious or having panic attacks. Lack of motivation sometimes and restlessness as well as losing interest in things you once enjoyed just comes gift wrapped with many different forms of mental illness, really.

I hear them everyday and they are insulting me or saying bad things about humanity...

eterea107 wrote:Hi there, I'm sorry you are having a hard time. The only advice I have is to see a doctor. You said you would refuse, that's up to you. I wish you well, regardless.

I know I should go, but I'm afraid that I will disappoint my parents...