I'm 21 and Scared of holes

Hello, I dont know if taking trpophobia test online is a good thing, but over the time, I have so scared of holes and I decided to take an online Trypophobia Test, i Stumbled on a test on this website http://phobiafor.com/2016/01/ultimate-t ... test.html/ and I had a 21 . My mom is one person who always thinks I’m being dramatic when I tell her I am terrified of little holes clustered together. Ant hills get me REALLY bad but she’s always just told me that I need to grow up. I’m so happy to know that there is actually something out there that can put a name to my irrational fears. I don’t even know what it is about them, my body just tenses up, I break out in goosebumps EVERYWHERE and it just feels like my skin is crawling. I hate it. I’ve tried exposing myself to pictures so that way maybe my brain can get used to seeing it but no, if anything all it does is make me lose the contents in my tummy. I feel like such a weirdo.