One of my diagnoses is GAD, and I guess that's what is acting up when it comes to the phone. I feel like it has to be more than that, but the therapist says anxiety.
I can't answer my telephone. I have so many voicemails. I can't listen to them either. I can't make the phone calls I absolutely NEED to make. I get letters from disability that tell me I have to call them, and I still can't call them. I feel like I want to ask my therapist to call them.
It's not just the phone. I mean, I won't answer the door either. It took me over a month to drive a block and half to pick up medicine for my cat. I can't go get my own medicine at CVS.
I wish I could just make it go away. I need to do these things. I don't know how to make it go away. Even after I take my xanax I still can't do these things.