Anxious about money

I am trying to relax and go to sleep. But all I can think about is the catastrophic fear that financially things will financially fall apart as they have in the past. And I am hard on myself for only having an apartment and not a house. I'm just letting this out so I can sleep. I want to let go of my worries but I'm afraid the second I do, things will go badly.

Hey there, I can feel your problem. Few years back I've also had similar problem. Can't fall asleep due to work load and money earning pressure. After struggling 2 years, I've decided to let go of everything. I first give priority to my self condition and after that will look over for anything else. And that worked for me.