by Jasmer » Fri Apr 29, 2016 6:24 pm
I think I do. I've always had anger problems, I'm diagnosed with a cluster B personality disorder and traits of two others, as well as mild OCD. I was prescribed Xanax yesterday for a string of anxiety attacks all week and after it kicked in I found things that normally irritated the crap out of me really didn't seem to anymore. It could be an isolated incident, and I'm not inclined to take them unless I'm freaking the hell out again, so I'm not exactly in a position to test this theory. But it's something I noticed yesterday.
I generally don't notice my alleged anxiety. It manifested as mild OCD throughout my childhood and into my early adulthood, but the last ~8 years or so it mostly seemed to have gone away. This week was the first time I really experienced anxiety attacks with the elevated heart beat, pressure in my chest, and actually worrying myself sick and losing sleep over it. Since I've known I've had some form of anxiety since starting therapy 10 years ago now I wonder how much of my hostility and irritability is from the anxiety.
I generally don't feel fearful or nervous, this week was literally the first time in my life I didn't justifiably feel that way.
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Jasmer on Fri Apr 29, 2016 6:27 pm, edited 1 time in total.
Dx: NPD, PTSD