hello.

hi, i am a girl
i have no idea what or who i am,
i dont seem to be attracted to anyone, but everywhere i go people seem to think i am a lesbian, just today a random girl called me a fanny muncher and my mum asked me why dont you like feminine clothes, it really hurted me for some reason, part of me wants to me feminine but i feel so masculine and i have broad shoulders so everytime i wear something feminine i feel like a transvestite. i used to be skinner and at that time i actually started being feminine but now i just dont care about the way i look and wear random t shirts taking less then seconds to decide what to wear. i have always been a bit of a tomboy. As a child i was misatken for a boy all the time, one time a teacher didnt let me go into the girls toilets - she said no boys allowed, it didnt hurt then but it hurts now, i cant really picture myself in a relationship with anyone, my friend who is a girl, who i only talk to on msn has a crush on me, at first i was completely oppossed but soon it grew on me, we have spent the last 2 years blocking each other on msn, at times i think i was definatley sexually attracted to her becaause she seduced me - via msn and webcam but then sometimes i just think , omg this is so wrong, then i once before when i was 13 had a huge crush on my male 33 year old cousin in brazil but he was always flirty with me too, i then realised i have never had a crush on anyone really, unless they convinced me and were flirtatious, maybe i am just an egotist, i seem to like making women happy in general like aunts and stuff and hugging my aunts as weird as that sounds, but i dont know, i really dont know, i dont want to be gay, i see butch lesbians on the street and sometimes think it is a bit nasty and against god - i have never been kissed and am a vigin - ive always liked sport and i kinda wanna be stong and have a six pack like guys but at the same time i want to be attractive to....i dont know? anyone :S, what am i? thanks

Hi, magicbagel! It sounds like you've been bullied because of the way you look and you might be going through a confusing time in your life right now. Some people can be bisexual or just go through a period when they sort of feel that way and some people feel that they belong "between genders" not quite male and not quite female (as in a bit of both). Give yourself some time to figure out who you are and don't let anyone bully you into thinking it's wrong.

jasmin wrote:Hi, magicbagel! It sounds like you've been bullied because of the way you look and you might be going through a confusing time in your life right now. Some people can be bisexual or just go through a period when they sort of feel that way and some people feel that they belong "between genders" not quite male and not quite female (as in a bit of both). Give yourself some time to figure out who you are and don't let anyone bully you into thinking it's wrong.

Thanks jasmin
i will take into consideration what you said, makes me feel better actually
i appreciate it
have a nice day
xxx

Hi! How are you doing?

im doing well thanks i will just let things be xxx

Cool, good luck