A subject really isn't enough

I am a guy, always have been. In terms of sexuality I have and will always be straight. But I have always inside of me wanted to be sexy like a female. I am at the point where while I am comfortable in my own frame, don't feel as happy as I should be. Especially when I make female like avatars and kind of envy that prettiness.

I don't want to change my anything down there but I want to look like a girl completely. Really don't know what I should do... as I am already 24.

I have to warn you, I'm pretty sure I can't give any solid advice. But I'm sure gonna try. Have you considered talking to a therapist about this? (someone that specializes in this area..) I mean, just to help you learn why you feel the way you do, which may well help you decide how to handle it. One of my ex girlfriends was like you....well, except a girl, lol. She decided against surgery; but she lives her life in men's clothes, with a man's haircut, etc. That was her happy medium, and it suits her well. She's also a lesbian though; your being straight I think is what confuses me a little, as far as giving any decent advice.

Hmmm Sorry I couldn't give you anything better. Hopefully someone else can, though. Best of luck to you.